Up till now, i think i didn't do much to seek for job vacancies. even if i did, i didn't apply for it. hmmm... too bad.
before, i was offered for training at cimb bank but i had to reject the offer. why?
don't ask me, because i think my answer would be nonsence... hehe
after that, i got an offer for interview. okay, i did attend the interview but until now never get any answer whether i get the job or not. hurmmm.. it's okay, i'll take it as my experience attending to interviews.
later on, i think i'm regretting my decision in rejecting the cimb's offer because it's not that easy to just sit at home just watching tv or doing nothing. it's sooooo boring you know.
And after that i got an offer from my murabbi to be a muwajjih. ohoooiiii.... of course, i thought a lot to accept it or not. and alhamdulillah i wanted to challenge myself and i accept the offer.. but 2 days before the program, i have an interview for training at bank islam. a bit worried at first because i was afraid if i didnt get much time to prepare but it's okay as long as Allah gives me 'keberkatan waktu'. :)
but Allah knows better, the program has met their muwajjih at last, eventhough it wasn't me i knew that it was fated. and i was encouraged to do more. alhamdulillah, that akhawat said that if they need muwajjih, they'll try to offer it to me. it was gulp at first but i think to not 'tercicir' in this dnt is by never be silent. you've to wake yourself up because Malaysia's environtment will never be the same as in Jordan.. in jordan you lived in the same and small community, so it's easier for people to recognize you. but in malaysia, if you keep yourself shut... no one will ever ask about you whether you're still in this dnt or not. this is what i was afraid the most because i believe that i can't live without this dnt. please tsabat saadahhhhh...plissssss
ok, alhamdulillah.. i think i'm going to accept this last offer.. and insyaAllah will start the training next month. i hope that i can do better for this training. :)
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before, i was offered for training at cimb bank but i had to reject the offer. why?
don't ask me, because i think my answer would be nonsence... hehe
after that, i got an offer for interview. okay, i did attend the interview but until now never get any answer whether i get the job or not. hurmmm.. it's okay, i'll take it as my experience attending to interviews.
later on, i think i'm regretting my decision in rejecting the cimb's offer because it's not that easy to just sit at home just watching tv or doing nothing. it's sooooo boring you know.
And after that i got an offer from my murabbi to be a muwajjih. ohoooiiii.... of course, i thought a lot to accept it or not. and alhamdulillah i wanted to challenge myself and i accept the offer.. but 2 days before the program, i have an interview for training at bank islam. a bit worried at first because i was afraid if i didnt get much time to prepare but it's okay as long as Allah gives me 'keberkatan waktu'. :)
but Allah knows better, the program has met their muwajjih at last, eventhough it wasn't me i knew that it was fated. and i was encouraged to do more. alhamdulillah, that akhawat said that if they need muwajjih, they'll try to offer it to me. it was gulp at first but i think to not 'tercicir' in this dnt is by never be silent. you've to wake yourself up because Malaysia's environtment will never be the same as in Jordan.. in jordan you lived in the same and small community, so it's easier for people to recognize you. but in malaysia, if you keep yourself shut... no one will ever ask about you whether you're still in this dnt or not. this is what i was afraid the most because i believe that i can't live without this dnt. please tsabat saadahhhhh...plissssss
ok, alhamdulillah.. i think i'm going to accept this last offer.. and insyaAllah will start the training next month. i hope that i can do better for this training. :)
catatan diri
maybe diari?
malaysia
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